No one is perfect..I am nobody (:

Saturday, April 11, 2009

♥ LOVES ♥

11 April 2009

♥ Happy 21 Years Anniversary to my lovely Mum and Dad ♥

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Love them lots (: In relationship, in everything they are always my role model. If you ever see a couple holding hands walking along the beach, or even holding hands walking towards the market ..with me following behind.. That's my lovely parents (: They hold hands where-ever they go..when-ever they like.. Bro, Sis and I always seems so "BRIGHT" going out with them. If I ever get married. I wish my husband will be like my dad, so macho, sweet and capable.. and I wish I am like my mum.. Lead a good life, stay at home wait for my husband to call or buy me lunch. All I have to do is to cook something nice for my husband. So nice right? My Dad and Mum care for one another very much. Whenever my mum fall sick, dad will rush home immediately. So sweet. Whenever Dad falls sick mum will remind dad to eat medicine. So sweet also. But my stubborn dad always throw the medicine away. He will say "I so fit, don't need to eat those pills de la, throw away throw away." haha. Then mum will say "don't kay kiang la"..then we will all laugh. haha. My family is always my shelter after the storm. No matter what I do. I am sure they be there support me, trust me, love me (: May my dad mum sis bro and me stay healthy and happy forever.. Loves them lots ♥

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Friday, April 10, 2009

I feel like crying now :'( spend my day typing out what I have done during work this week.. But end up my laptop went out of batt.. when I on it, it auto shut down.. I never save what I have typed.. as I was too engross typing.. haiz haiz haiz.. hard work always don't seems to pay off.

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Is raining now.. not working.. not going out today.. (: Marking my student's assignment now.. Teaching tuition tomorrow..

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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Happy 20th Birthday to my buddy Yiwen (:

8 Years of Friendship

My CCA (NPCC) friend cum squad mate

Work together at MAC ! can you imagine I work in mac before?
Different poly.. but still he is always the one who look for me or call me whenever I am feeling down..

he will just suddenly appear..

eg. First week working in UOB, I say I can't cope and I am feeling stress.. then he msg me.. I am at your working place (TPY) near-by. Lets meet up.. then we went to eat laksa. haha

Year 2004

Me and Yiwen

He become cadet inspector..

Though in NPCC I am always with Chengjin, ZiKai, SiangChoon, Poteck, Jacqueline, Hongxing, Alvin, Zhongyi...ect

But end up..Yiwen is the one who contact me more often then they do..
(-___-)"

ZiKai still haven't send me the pics we took with Mr Oh !

Though I quit MAC very soon..

Because I find a better job with higher pay...

I still visit Yiwen.. He is Mac manager lo..

he promoted and become the youngest Mac manager..

Year 2006

I look so much older now :(

Bud
Look at our height different -___-"
I am not short.. he is tall.. 183cm or taller than that.. haha
ok.. buddy for life. (:
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Last year during his birthday my bf , weixiang and me celebrated his birthday with him.. we went to eat steamboat.. btw he is my bf's childhood friend.. haha
This year his birthday..
After my work.. I went to meet him..
had a long chat... he graduated from poly already..
Now working as a chief.. while waiting to go army..

His complexion damn good. His hair so long.. but got no pimples at all..

I think he find me very "fan".. I kept asking him to take pics..

Cause I am a super boring person.. nobody dare to celebrate their birthday with me alone.. LOL ! except my bf and him..

dono what fish =X

Beef rice

His birthday cake (:

Make a wish...

Blow the candle

Very nice cake.. Become my fav cake already.. very sweet.. But I like.. haha I also eat one slice..

Yiwen's Birthday but he buy present for me instead (-___-)"

I buy chocolate for him only.. cause I don't know he meeting me on his actual birthday..

3 products added to my collection (:

Happy Birthday Bud (: Hope you enjoy your day.. May all your wishes come true and may you have a smooth life ahead.

friendz forever!

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Tuesday, April 7, 2009

will reply to tags soon. Timetable out..I just check (: Friday off.. whee ! Super duper happy ! Mich and Halif see their timetable in office and show off to me. Hahaha. I also don't need to go school on Fri.. Gloria jeans coffee at NYP? school reopen we shall see. super random post.. alright.. busy busy busy.. will update soon.

For those who want me to link you please tag me.. will link everyone on GOOD FRIDAY (: Don't tag me after Friday har.. I lazy to link le.. hehe.

To: Shi Lin

Enjoy your Taiwan trip. Love you ! when you are back we shall have gathering ! Take lots of pics hor (: and and.. please take care of yourself. Lets meet in school for lunch when school reopen (:

Miss you. Take care (:

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Sunday, April 5, 2009

I am feeling so tired.... who...who...can understand how I'm feeling....

Sometimes..I really wish I do not exist in this world..

Do you think I am very happy being me? I tell you.. I am not..

I am very very very tired of living..

I am tired of playing so many ROLES in life..

is just so so so HARD to be good in everything..

I wish I am....

Smarter..

less stressful..

free..

have time for myself..

have time for each and everyone who once entered my life..?

and many many more.. somehow.. I think I am never content !

am I asking too much? Or I am lack of too many good points that others possess but I just can find in me..myself..and I?

I am..

My Parent's Daughter

My Sibling's Sister

My Cousin's Cousin

My Boyfriend's Girlfriend

My Friend's Friend

My Teacher's Student

My Student's Tutor

My Colleague's Colleague

My ......

I am also a customer to someone, a shopper, a buyer, a seller.......

Sometimes I really don't get it..

Why there are so many ROLES in life?

I am so tired of playing/involved in so many roles..

I think I failed to be my best in all the roles I am involved in..

which makes me kinda sad at times.....

I feel super lousy..

I am struggling to be my best in all the roles..

But why am I always busy with school work..

attachment after attachment.. lessons after lessons..

where is my holiday-s? I need a break to replenish all my energy..

I want to be in my best condition to play all the roles I am involved in.. I need some energy!

24th April (Fri) marks the end of my attachment.. Is my last attachment in poly..

But.. Next sem starts on 27th (Mon) April.. I do-not have any holiday for whole damn 1.5 year plus.. I am going to break down.. ):

Time management? I failed to manage my time properly?

You might say that.. or I am giving excuses not to meet you?

I feel very sad when people say they are as busy as me..why they can meet up and go out together but I can't meet them..they just can't understand..

I am busy not purely because of school work to be exact.. but instead I am busy catching up with all my friends, family, boyfriend.. ect

Somehow I think I live for others.. I wanted to quit teaching tuition because I am too tired.. but my student cried.. there again my heart turn soft.. I continue to teach..

I want to sleep longer.. but I am afraid I wasted too much of my time..
Mon to Fri I only have the most 4 hours for myself before I go to bed..
Finish work near 7pm, reach home at 8pm..
Sleep at 12am..
Sat and Sun is reserved for work, friends, boyfriend, family... ect
Why I am me? Do you lead a better life than I do? Or everyone have their own trouble/problem..?
Am I the most pitiful person in the whole wide world?

looks can be deceiving..

Behind my smiles everyday..
I am very very very very very very tired..

If ever you think I am not good enough to be your...friend, girlfriend, sister, daughter.. whatever.

Do remember this post.. I don't even have time for myself..

and I am trying so hard to be your best friend, girlfriend, sister, cousin, daughter, tutor.........ect

Just that.. There are so so many reasons..

when I say I am busy.. I am really busy.. My sis say I spend my time wisely.. always have things to do.. place to go.. people to meet.. But seriously I wish I have a day for myself..

(: Ok.. I always feel better after telling others how I feel..

a little about myself..

I realise I did not mention much about myself in my blog..

actually I don't really like to eat ice-cream..it seriously depends on my mood.. unless I am feeling down otherwise I will not eat ice-cream.. I love the feeling of ice melting in my mouth.. my problems seems to melt away..

When I drink lots and lots of water.. Is when I feel like crying.. I believe drinking water I will "swallow/drink" all my tears away..

other than that..Seriously I myself also don't know much about myself..

Lastly to my dearest friend Mushroom..

She is going oversea tomorrow till MAY..

Do take care of yourself (: hope you like the love letter, and the things I get for you. Went out with sis yesterday thus unable to meet you for your farewell dinner. So sorry. Hope you enjoy yourself yesterday (: LOVE YOU!

btw I rebond my hair already (: Not as straight as the previous time.. I did cut my hair.. ShiLin say no diff.. Violet realise I cut my hair.. -____-" dono the exact answer.. haha. going to perm my hair 6 months later.. maybe?

still deciding.. perm hair is such a chore..

My girlfriendz.. Penny, Ting, Violet, Qi, ShiLin, Xian.. shall we perm our hair together?

sounds so cool eh. (: ask Edmond and GuoHua perm too..? HAHA

May (month) shall be our reunion.. When both Ting and Penny will be back (:

we shall decide on MAY !

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